I did a good job yesterday. I went to book club - whoo hoo! It was fun, although I had high school flashbacks. There was a woman attending for the first time and she didn't have the book club version of the book, so rather than thumbing through her version during the discussion, she kept leaning over and trying to read form my copy. It felt ( Read more... )

It's important for me to be truthful with myself. Living the Deliberate Life can't include lying to myself to meet the new 'rules.' That would just defeat the whole purpose. I don't want to follow 'rules', I want to come up with a better plan for living my life ( Read more... )

I feel like such a drifter, almost removed or with a translucent barrier between me and the real world. I look around sometimes with such a feeling of unrneality. It all seems like everything is happening to someone else and I'm an observer. I'm not noticed all that often so the aura of invisibility feeds into that sense as well. I want to ( Read more... )